Revelations 10:06

Dear M,



When we first met,
I remember telling you that
I would rather be alone
Than to be owned.
And to this very day
I still feel the same way.



When I was with you
I’ve made myself do
Things I never thought I would
Things I never thought I could
Things I knew I should
Both bad and good.




But one thing remains
And this I say with pain,
That you and I
Are nothing but a lie,
An idea, a fantasy, a sigh
Nothing, by the by.




An alternate reality
A girl with no identity
A temporal fixture
Existing only for your pleasure
A sin so clandestine
She is robbed of her spine.



I apologise
But I must arise
I cannot be your slave
To beckon when you crave
I have too much self worth
To live only to serve.



With this declaration
I await your decision
Will we ever meet again?
Will you still call me “friend”?
Either way this will reveal the truth
If I ever meant anything to you.